Henri Nouwen was a well-known Catholic priest and author. He at one point spent time getting to know the members of an acrobatic troupe. Among them were flyers and catchers. Flyers captured the public eye as they soared through the air—they got all the applause. Catchers worked behind the scenes, lurking in the shadows, just out of view, waiting for the critical moment during the act when they reached out of the darkness to catch the flyer and bring them safely home. I can only imagine that the flyer was “very glad” every time that moment came.
Letting go and flying out into nothingness doesn’t come naturally to any human being. Left to what comes natural, we’d never “climb the ladder”, much less have the courage to “jump”.
I suppose that’s what makes us spectators “ooh” and “ah” when we watch the remarkable performance going on above our heads. We know what they are doing is very dangerous, that it doesn’t come naturally to anyone, and yet these flyers and catchers make it all look routine—like the outcome was never in doubt.
How is that humanly possible? Well I would think it would require:
Getting to know each other—very well. Flyers and catchers no doubt spent lots of time together. I would image a troupe like that even lived together. A flyer had to know that the he could count on his catcher to do his job well. He had to trust that the catcher would place his undivided attention on the flyer while he was airborne—and that the catcher’s hands wouldn’t be slippery when they reached out to “bring him home.” Otherwise, he would never have the courage to let go and fly.
Practicing together—a lot. Something this difficult to do only looks routine and effortless to the audience because the performers have put in long hours of practice together. The flyer and the catcher have worked together, and have built a strong connection that enables trust between the two.
And even after all that, it’s probably not easy to let go. I would think those very human doubts never fully go away. Yet the flyers summon the courage to overcome them and let themselves fly. And the crowd goes wild…
I think his metaphor of flying and catching applies to our life with God:
It is by getting to know the reliability of our Divine catcher and practicing “our act” over and over again that we begin to train the fear out of us and actually believe we can “fly.” As those fears and doubts recede, the anchor is lifted, and we find ourselves free to soar trusting God to catch us and “bring us home”.
Alan Ward lives in Baltimore and tells the story of NASA Science for a living, but telling God’s story brings him fully alive. Many articles focus on how life experiences “shape” us and impact our relationship with God. His other callings are as husband to Laurie (a United Methodist pastor) and father to Becca and Brady. His writings can be found at Alan’s Corner: http://bigalscorner.blogspot.com.


